THE WORST BAD MOOD MONTH---OCTOBER

result out already... i feel like dead...this is the first time i fail in UTAR...i really can't accept this reality...because of this i can't take event planning.i can't graduate with them in time...i felt disappointed and sad..i cry until want die...however, i wish all my buddies can accomplish this event planning successfully..i can't do anything, i accept this bad news and make some changes on my university life...

the another thing is..i don't know the relationship between me and  him...are we stable?i don't know...

this few days i can't control my emotion well...negative thinking always come out in my mind...what happened to me?!

i hate myself!!! i'm useless...

this is the sentences that come out my mind to an wei myself.

i wish i'm the luffy that always be happy and excited..even is he faced the most difficult situation, he also can smile to handle it...

i hope i can too..

add oil in your journey, jie xin...

Jessie

12.10.2013

3.10am

sem break

第一天
紧张，不想去。。。可是没办法@@jin陪我去。开心~~ 去到都不是认识的人，不敢说话。哈哈~过了半个小时，和大家熟起来了。Bear bear 还泡了blue ocean给我们喝~喝了非常的有心情~

第二天
期待做工的心情~要背好service的纸~yy会问我们，如果不会的话会被中讲TT 所以我都很努力的在练习~

第三天
YY 问的问题我都回答。只是有点不熟练，看来洁欣是要继续加油啦~

第四天
客人和平常一样，没有那么多人。可能是因为degree放假吧。。是清闲可是和大家聊天，觉得非常的开心~~做工也开心~

第五天
说累也不是很累，说不累也不累。第一个假期没得休息。同样的晚上7点全部人集合。阿bin加油！！你行的~别被yy的压力吓到~

第六天------------------------------
我忘了:P hahaXD
 

直到那天--09.10.13
第一次做工打破烟灰缸。吓死我了>< 担心，整个人就是不知所措，还哭了！非常的糟糕。yy有安慰我~其实他人也不是很cool~bear bear 也有冲blue ocean给我喝~谢谢他啦~

工作的确是不错~只是偶尔遇到一些比较难搞的客人例如给钱我叫我留下陪唱==无言@@
开学我想继续做，不过一定会很辛苦因为我有上课，加上event planning...做工一到四。。我的妈呀。。我会累晕@@到底要不要挑战呢？？或许等benny回来，和他商量下时间吧。。


工作虽然做到三更半夜，不过也又开心的时候~只能说我蛮享受这个sem break，打工的日子~
只是可能有点心不舒服，因为这份工不是靠我的实力找来的而是靠jin才拿到的。我谢谢他~
昭兢很疼我~对我很好~我害怕自己渐渐的会越来越依赖他~不过可以确定的一点是~我越来越喜欢他~明天送我上班和下班~下雨远远就看着他拿着雨伞走过来~不是理所当然的感觉而是非常幸福的感觉~

昭兢，谢谢你的告白卡~虽然我嘴巴上是无所谓~不过当从心底开心到一个点~我不喜欢show出来~~只能在这里写~我也喜欢你，我愿意和你在一起~不说永远，不说未来~只说当下我都要和你一起~


接下来最令人头疼的就event planning!!!
我不是一个有创意的人。想到这个，我才发现，我没有一点儿长处。不管是在好朋友还是在同事面前，洁欣永远是NOOB，笨笨傻傻的人。我不想那么没有用。唉....算了。

这个sem break不算白过~算充实~蔚蔚也考完PMR啦~带她去怡宝玩玩~~
接下的就开学咯！！！我的成绩啊！！！一定要及格呀！！！IMC， crisis！！！一定要及格！！！不然我就GG.COM!!!我不要重拿！！！一定要pass!!!! 不然我肯定哭死我。。。

Sabah Trip

The first time i fly~~from malaysia to malaysia(KL to Sabah)~~haha~~i can said that it is a very good experience~and also the first time i go trip with my coursemates and friends~~i miss the moment~~~

the sky is so high~~haha~~

we go visit the wushi's pratice~so dangerous leh~they almost fall down~but they still dare to try again~add oil ya~you all can do out^^

the background so nice ba~haha~~jeremy took us go buy local food~~the pasar is quite big lah~~

enjoy the supper time in roof of the hotel and can see the night scene of Sabah~

haha~this picture credit by jie xin^^

the place that we enjoy the supper~

take photos in jeremy's house~his house is quite big and very comfortable~his family also quite nice and friendly~

same shirts gang~i love sabah~seafood dinner~~

全家福XD

hua hua and yi yi~~nice to meet them in this trip~
we get closer and closerXD

well~~it's nothing~just act cute~~

when we inside the plane~~goodbye~sabah~

那些年？？haha~~but~this is our own memories~~

Still got a lot photos haven't upload to facebook like foods,bbq and so on~i hope can travel with them next timeXD love them so much~~~

jessie

12.26am

30.9.2013

sad

我不是不想帮你，而是不知道要怎样帮你了。。。你长进的，成熟点好吗？你到底在想什么？已经不是小孩子了，为什么一直要让家人这样担心你。我真的很想哭了。最近阿第又不懂做么，突然post status说自己家人看不起他。之前还一直说要成为家里的大姐。唉，我现在都自身难保。考试，真的很emo!!!!

爱的第二旅程

看题目就知道洁欣再次踏上恋爱的路。先不说这个，最近遇到不开心的事，其实到现在心情还是没有完全平复回。所以选择看戏来麻痹自己。虽然说事情已经过了一年多了，说真的，也该放下。哪知，托alan的‘福’ 真搞不懂thomas这个人到底要怎样。明明不小了，该成熟，还闹那么多不愉快的事出来。这边承认elaine是他的女朋友，哪里跑去和alan说是她缠着他。问题时还把我拖下水。气死我了。幸好我单独约alan出来谈。告诉他我的想法，看来他承认我经过那件事后的确改变了很多，成熟了吧~不会把爱情看得太重~独立了~会想了~不会幼稚。我说的，哪里跌倒就哪里站起来，坚强的面对自己的问题。朋友只会在一旁扶持你，可是没有义务替你收拾烂摊子。自己的事自己来解决。thomas，虽然我们到头来是没有见到面，不过我真心希望过了这次alan给你的劝告，好好的反省，不要再重复这样的错误了。加油。

嗯。。至于恋爱吧~说出来一定吓屎大家。我的第二个恋爱对象不是4.0的wallance~也不体贴的靖豪。而是大坏虫小兢。不过无可否认，我依然对伟彬有留恋~现在和小兢的恋爱情节几乎和伟彬一样。有时冷不防把他当成伟彬。对不起，小兢，给我多些时间~可是我敢确定的是我会对你越来越有感觉。你是小兢不是伟彬。我选择的是小兢。我们是地下情，没有人知道。我们之间没有约束，有的是自由~他不干涉我做任何事~当然我也不会阻止他，不过坏习惯是一定要逼他改过的。希望这次的恋情不会令到大家感到疲惫。再来，我就要去intern了。第二次的远距离，洁欣我是否能度过？我答能！一定能够！加油！！你有你的梦想，尽管张开的翅膀飞吧~我支持你~我也会完成我的梦想~我们还有我们的梦想。希望可以度过这次的障碍。

爱嘛~是需要互相沟通和坦白@~
你啊！不要时常说没有东西。说罢了啦~

我希望有一个简单单纯的爱情~过着平安的每一天@~

不要忘记你给我这个的承诺啊~ :P

Jessie

10.30pm

27.8.2013

人生是什么？

回味是我們心中的一抹風景

銘記我們生命裡那些感人的一瞬

使得我們擁有前行的勇氣

當一個人...常常生活煩燥...

那麼煩燥...將會變成一種習慣...

如果您每天...用心體會生活小小的美好....

那美好生活...當然也會變成您的習慣...

人生本來就是一場即興演出...

每段旅程來到的時刻...都是我們的舞台...

你得要當好你的男女主角...

Jessie

15.8.2013

10.05pm

JULY and HEAD of AUGUST

Today got mood to update my Blog~
JULY was big month for me~got some memorable activities or events~here will upload many many photos and captions~

in 13&14 july is FAMINE 30...a very meaningful event~it is the first time i become a facilitator~i have very nice and funny group members~the most important is we have teamwork~feel happy and lucky~

famine night~

preparation night~i love the blue balloon so much <3~

take photo with this ka lao><

hui hui~another faci~nice to meet you^^

individual photos~i'm faci for famine 30~hahaXD

my good friends + course mates~friendship forever~

stadium~you can see林宇中~范范~8度空间的明星~宇田~and many stars~

my group members~so active neh~

take photo after reached campus~blur blur look~

before the hour we get hungry~

end of famine 30 lah~a very good experience for me..if got chance and i have the financial ability, i would like to support children from other poor country~1 month RM65.

the next is my lovely sister birthday~although i not beside her but my heart always be with her~hahaXD

our family photos~happiness forever~

after that is the most challenge night for me~Waltz with LOVE <3

those few days really tired, upset, down, happy,excited because my partner is wallance==a bad guy...finally i successfully know how  to dance le~geng leh~before the day of WWL, we still practice in basketball court with other friends~we really put effort on it de leh~

however..

during that night,he become a gentlemen, treat me very good and nice..hmm...just like my "boyfriend" 

he help me to bring the bag whole night. when i say my legs is pain, he go and take a chair for me. when i say i'm thirsty, he bring me go and take the orange juice for me. he even fetch me go out and take away mcd...he let's me hang his hand for the whole night and take pictures with our friends. i'm so happy because i felt i didn't xia shui him :P if his behaviour keep like this, i think i will like him de...unfortunately==this is impossible...haha~~ we took many pictures.. many people think we are couple but we are not. we are good friend forever. whatever, this night is my first prom night in university life...not bad~

see...haha~happy~and happy~

hmm....okok loh~

this two leng lui~ru and yi~

future UTAR singer~XDhaha~

hmm...i think i need keep fit leTT

before the prom night~

again~my partner...

i like this photo so much~搞怪呀~

besides RCM, we still act like this in WWL~

nope...we are not couple~

lovely said i'm look beauty in this photos....no smiling@@...

my princess~~wah~prettyyyy~~

i just be a 灰姑娘a night~haha~enough lah~

well~~just a patternXD~

jocelyn~another pretty~

<3 friendship forever~

two high gentlemen and two short ladies~

see~ken gor more suit me wat~hahaXD

cool lady and i know itXD

pattern king and queen in WWL@~

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finally, wake up from that day~ end of prom night~

hmm....you know???3.8.2013 is a special day for me and you~~~hehehe~~keep it as secret ya@ 

~J XIN~

and another terrible accident happened when i'm in hometown...the first time!!!!!car accident...oh my god sake>< lickily all people get a light injured except my dear jimmy...fell sorry to him...i hope he can get well as fast as possible...and i fell sorry to mummy, sister, yen ni and fuhan which they get shocked and injured...no next time i drive to chui chak!!! haih.....feel disappointed to myself...so bad...driving 

skill....sad....

want final le...go ahead..study..study and study!!!!! gambateh!!! i need to up my CGPA!!!! ADD OIL~

my new key chain~if is blue color i will love it more~

Jessie

13.8.2013

5.18pm